Should start from begining

Its already Awal Muharram in Muslim Calendar . Most muslim have their own purpose in life . But for me, first thing i wanna change is must study hard and smart . I must change my life before its late. I wanna have good time with friends. Do not want to dissapointed them again . For short,  I don't want people hate me . And I also don't want to hate people . Because it wasting my life hating people . Even I hate him/her , I must realize that this life won't go far anymore . And for Irvine Lee escpecially . If u read this , forgive me from up to down . InsyaAllah , with new hope and beginning . I won't make a same mistake anymore . Sometimes we don't realize what we had done . We just follow our head to make decision . So you guys , I just wanna say happy new year and holiday to friends and good luck for your future . :)